Fight or Flight


Fight or Flight

or freeze


because I can never seem to break

out

of this constant state of

ease


the rapid death

is coming so soon

and I can't just

bring myself to

move


lazy days and long holidays

trapped in the thick dust of night

forced into another thought

here or there?

the fence is splitting me here


If I sit quiet

and don't move

then maybe nothing worse will happen


/

Nothing can be gained Nothing can be lost

and I'm here


waiting again

for a time when I'm "well-rested"

the world doesn't seem to wait

so then I'm forced back into-


back