Am I paranoid?
Or is it true?
There's always something going on
behind my back
Some things that I should know
but secrets stay withheld
I can feel them watching
do they really want to hide?
did they forget me?
has this happened before?
is this purposeful?
Is there a secret hatred towards me
we can do it just as easily when
it's other people even within
our friend group i never
really thought about it
that much maybe
they hate me
maybe i
should
leave.
leave.
I'm just worrying
of course
silly me
duh
duh
duh