instrument

To Grumpsie, and my nan (I wish I met you)




A home once full

is a home now hollow

An empty vessel

That used to have a meaning


Inbetween the flowered sofas

and the dying retro wallpaper

was an instrument,

in its place


It should have been there,

But I was used to it where it shouldn't

in the hallway,

with tools and things on top.

That's how I always saw it.


Isn't it funny how a rightful place

doesn't always feel right?


Cold and warm

and

Neglected and used

and

Short and brown and wide and scratched

It stayed and moved

For years and just recently

So the instrument sat

For years gathering dust

And keys singing tone-deaf


Now that house is gone

It's still there but not ours

The instrument was

the last to be removed from that

house


When I find myself missing that

Old place

I stare at her instrument.

It shouldn't be here,

But now I'm used to it

in the corner,

with a freed top.

That's how I see it.


Isn't it funny how a correct place

doesn't always feel like it's right?



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