my mind returns to drag me into the same question
time after time
If I cannot decide how to perceive myself
what should I tell you to perceive me as?
The liars say, "it doesn't matter",
My mind is a liar with a fishing line and bait
reeling me in when I fall for the same tricks
If we don't care - should we?
If we try so hard but can't - define ourselves?
When I don't like how I look or sound
but truly don't know know what I want to
do I lie?
My neck is caught in a bear trap
not many know how to get out
why bother?
doesn't matter.